Archive for August, 2009

I think I owe myself a very good rest after “squeezing” it so hard over the last few weeks :p actually to the extend that I told HA I am worried that our health will be affected and we will be having a 40 years old body when we reach 30 years lol ..

so reached home at a very “unsual” time of 10.30pm on a Friday night :p unusual cuz usually Friday will be movie time and normally it will be in the midnight when the movie ends..after showered then proceed with my “MUST DO” activity of the day - reading the newspaper while leaving the tv on lol 8tv was actually showing a nice movie - “夏日的么么茶” ..

well, looking back my life ever since I started chambering since December 2006, I did wonder after putting all my effort into it whether does it actually worth continue doing so as in the same time I may risk losing other important things in life which I may never be able to get it back, which had really happened indeed :( ..

I do actually know what I want in life and indeed I know what I am doing..just that sometimes it cant help and I dont deny the fact that I will be asking myself as to why I cant just like my other peers and practising what they are doing instead, haha..but in a second time I will be laughing it off and tell myself that this is the path that I have chosen and I cant blame anyone for my own decision, isn’t it?

I always hold the belief that ppl will get what they have worked for..just that perhaps one may have yet to be able to reap the reward of hardwork but eventually I believe that it will be paid off and I actually waiting for that day to come..haha..

ok, enough crap and I think it is time to sleep cuz got to go for paintball session tomorrow! lol night everyone and have a nice weekend :-S

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